感觉最近的状态大概是，心里藏着疲惫和委屈，又在尽力的讨好生活。一边在崩溃堕落，爬向深渊，一边又在拼命自愈，向往阳光。

感觉最近的状态大概是
I feel that the recent state is probably
心里藏着疲惫和委屈
I am tired and wronged in my heart.
又在尽力的讨好生活
Trying to please life again.
一边在崩溃堕落
While collapsing and falling.
爬向深渊
Climb to the abyss
一边又在拼命自愈
On the other hand,I am desperately healing myself.
向往阳光
Yearning for the sunshine